My life has changed so much within the past seven months, and it is all thanks to my love, Jordan. He has done so much for me with in such a short amount of time, it almost seems like this is one huge dream. Who would have thought, two years ago when we first met, we would end up the way we are now. You were such an amazing friend to me in the past and just a wonderful person over all. I couldn’t imagine what my life would be like today, if I had never met you, and honestly, I wouldn’t want to because, I love everything we have now and cherish every moment we have together.
I simply cannot pick just one thing that I love about you because, I love everything about you. You’re very sweet, caring, handsome, cute, strong, and just amazing over all. You’re always there for me when nobody else is or if it is just hard for me to talk to anyone else. You work hard on everything you set your mind on. You’re very intelligent and willing to help others even if it is out of your way. You truly are one of a kind, love.
I appreciate all of the things you do for me, from not getting upset at me when I fall asleep on skype with you shortly after you come home from a long day at work, to simply making me laugh until I cry at 4:00 a.m.
There are only 47 more days until I get to actually hold you close, hold your hands, and give you real kisses. I can only dream of what December 31, 2013 will be like, and the more I think about it, the more I get nervous (but excited at the same time!). It’s hard to believe that I am actually going to be living with you for two months and twenty-two days, and it being the first time we meet in person, kind of crazy, right? I wouldn’t change anything about it though.
It is such an amazing feeling when you truly find someone who loves you for who you are. I never thought I would ever find anyone as perfect as you are, baby. You have changed how I see myself, even if I cry about my weight or how I think I am not pretty enough, then you remind me how much you love me and how beautiful you think I am.
I love the conversations we have. Some are very silly, sometimes we just make funny noises with our mouths, sometimes they are about serious topics, and sometimes we don’t even say anything for long periods of time, but just knowing you’re right there makes me feel safe and happy. It’s hard for other people who have never been in a long distance relationship to really understand what we are going through, but what we have is very special. We’ve been through so much already and we’re been together (almost) seven months. Being on opposite sides of the world is hard enough, but we can make it through just about anything it seems. We still have lots to deal with before we can be together for good, but I know together we can make it.
You make me happier than I have been in years. Even if I have been very stressed the past few months, you are always there to help me out as best as you can. You’ve done more for me than anyone ever has. I just hope I am just as good to you, as you are to me. I know some days I can act like a total princess (a real pain in the butt is more like it. .) but I want you to know that I love you more than anything, Jordan and I don’t want you to ever doubt that or forget it.
I would do anything for you. I love making you laugh, smile, blush and make you feel better if you are upset. You are my sunshine, my lovie, my best friend, and my other half♥.
“Itsu datte fukaku mitsumeta me sorashi tari wa shinai
Kobore dasu namida mo hohoemi mo hiroi atsumete
Kako no itami asu no mayoi futari de wake aou
Doko e demo ikeru sa kitto
Kotae wa itsumo inside of two hearts.”
“Always gazing deeply into your eyes, I’ll never look away
I’ll collect all your tears and smiles that are overflowing
The pain in our pasts, the doubts of tomorrow, let’s share them
Surely, we can go anywhere
Because the answer is always inside of two hearts.”
*I do not own the picture used, but proper credits to the artist who drew it :3.*